Gone...

I never thought I would still feel this way after how long it's been since I last saw you. I thought I was going to feel better, and I thought all of my feelings for you would fade. But all I find myself doing is masking how I really feel, which is hurt. Being alone has its upsides, but the room gets dark when the memories sail in to my mind. The feelings for you are still here deep inside of me. The only thing that's gone is you... I'm still learning how to live with that.