2011

This year has gone by so fast! I can't believe it's already been almost 12 months. Where did all of my 2011 days go?! I seriously feel like my youth is being dragged away from me as time passes like it's in a hurry. I seriously wish there was a time machine. I would go back to January 1st, and start off my year again. I'm so sad that 2012 is almost here! It's suppose to be the "end of the world", but I don't feel like it is. Just incase it's my last year I'm going to take some time to get to know myself, and I'm going to live everyday like every hour is gold. It's time to leave all of my 2011 drama behind me and start over again with the new year. I don't believe in new year resolutions, but maybe having one wouldn't hurt.

Monday night with gossip girl.

I'm so happy I can step away from my own drama and watch drama on Netflix. Gossip girl cures a lonely night like a nice cup of hot chocolate. It has everything I need. Hot guys, new york, and drama I can easily turn off with the remote. If anyone's looking for a show to watch, I recommend gossip girl.

Babysitting nightmare!

Ahhh! I feel like ripping out every strand of hair in my head! Why must my cousin be in his terrible two's?! He keeps running around yelling "Got to go potty!" when I put him on the toilet he doesn't have to go. Then when he yells "poop!" which means he just pooped in his dipper, there's nothing there. Then when I was on face time with my friend B, he ran over and ripped one of the keys off of my lap top. I then put him in time out and he screamed "I'll be good!" I fixed the key on my laptop thank god, but he's driving me insane! I love him with all my heart, but I couldn't do this everyday! I don't understand how my aunt handles this. I would run away! I hope he goes to bed tonight. If not I'm going to be one tired individual!

Xoxo - cam

Ring around the Rosie.

You know how there's those games? the ones you play as a kid, and you absolutely love them, but when you get older you absolutely despise them? everything is just so much more fun when you're kid. where did my childhood go?! It's like some kind of alien force came and abducted it. I want to be nine again. recess was my world. Now if i run around acting like a monkey i'll get weird looks, or someone might beat the shit out of me. Nap time in kindergarten was the greatest invention known to man! Now i'm and adult, and honestly it sucks! Don't tell me to grow up, because it will never happen. I'm a kid at heart.

Xoxo - Cam

Crack!

It has been a really weird day. I found out I got an A in my writing class. Everything was good until I dropped my iPod on the wet cement. My screen was totally cracked. It was a good thing I had best buys black tie protection plan or I would have been screwed! The exchanged it out with a new one. Now I have a new iPod. It's funny how things work out.

Gone...

I never thought I would still feel this way after how long it's been since I last saw you. I thought I was going to feel better, and I thought all of my feelings for you would fade. But all I find myself doing is masking how I really feel, which is hurt. Being alone has its upsides, but the room gets dark when the memories sail in to my mind. The feelings for you are still here deep inside of me. The only thing that's gone is you... I'm still learning how to live with that.